moving on to wordpress!

I've been thinking of shifting into wordpress for some time. and Now, I presume the time have come.
Thinking of dividing the action.

1. The blooger ID will continue to exsist, but will be predominantly used for my malayalam posts.
2. The main action will be down in wordpress. The updates and english posts will be there.

I do hope you guys will continue to read through my blog, criticize me, commend me and guide me.
Thanx for being there all the time.
see ya at the other end:)
kudos!

I'm waiting

well, I'll quote from a hindi song

"pehli nazar me hi khayal ho gaya
dekha dubaara tho paagal ho gaya"

I admit..I got struck. hmm. But, I'm Jeevan and I've got a reputation to protect.
to the family, to the friends, to the society.

So, I've to make sure that I'm not making a stupid dump decision.
and make sure that This is true love.
Now, whatever i think now.. I'm in this stage of floating, that the answer will always will be
"hell, ya... u love her"
nay. I have to make myself more surer. so, thats exactly I'm waiting for.

Trust me, i'm not completely lunatic. Even I have got some chance for attaining the escape velocity.:)

okey.. Now, there is a phenomena I have always observed.. till the moment i break the ice, people will be with me, contemplating, conspiring, inspiring and making me spit out the verdict. and the moment they know the 'Ms. X' is a person they know well, there's a sort of difficulty for them. A dilema of where exactly they should place themselves between me and her.. :D
aint i right?

Now now, i dont want u to be in that situation.. nay. not u. just wait a little more taaaime.
Just play along, and I'll make sure that no one knows.
That is because, I dont want to disturb her studies, no matter what. I get her or no, i dont want to disturb her future.
Especially since i love her so so much.

hmm.. i'm getting kinda boring huh?? trust me, dear.. once u are in this stupid state of utter eerie filled doped float, u'll defenitely loose ur marbles.

Then there is this great relief for me.
I'm at absolute security.
I have nothing to fear. whatever I do, wherevr I leave her for the time being, she'll be there and there only. I have pacca confidence, that she'll not drift away, to the arms of any of my competors! so, why should i bloody bother? nay. not me.
She'll be there for me. preserved in a crystal case, just like an angel. hmm.

angelic. thats the word mom used as an exclaim

PS: I'll wait.
the waiting gives an additional pleasure. a pleasure of being tormented. The waiting gives me tolerance, temperance, patience and an evaluation of price of what i'll obtain in the end. She's worthy of my wait, and she's too preciouse to be obtained without a struggle.
I'm waiting.